I'm using him as a cheap alternative.   As a substitute.  Like someone buys a low-grade set of thongs to wear until they find that nice, comfortable leather pair of flip flops that will last the summer, I'm using him to satisfy my instant emotional need or whim.  Or rather, attempt to satisfy it.  Like anything cheap and vulgar, he chaffes and offends, but my soul not my sole.

stop it Stop It  STOP IT

no more alternatives.

okay okay okay. so.

I need to update this, like, bigtime. 

here. kind of old myspace update till I get to a computer that I can manipulate. mkay?

  

[09 Jul 2006 | Sunday]     They were seated in a regular looking family reastraunt.  At least, thats what everyone thought.  But someone wanted to cause some trouble. So she started spreading her malicious-NESS around with smiles and gossip, and THAT spread.  And uh, that spread. Three poor innocents sat across the table.  These three, the two blondes being married and having the chinese, (the xx chromasome had chinese in her blood), had no care in the world.  None, until these two decided to stir up trouble. "YOU LOOK LIKE YOU'RE STARING AT HER BOOBS" akward turtle -maegan

MY TRIP TO KOBE

DINOSAURS AND MONSTERS

MONSTARS:

♥♥♥♥♥♥ YAY APRIL HIBA.

maybe I might go to the MAY rally.

if drazo kelly and i decide not to prom it up.

fo shiz.

YAY.

♥♥♥ Maegan